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What one person do you wish you could reunite with?
Posted on Oct 9th, 2007
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rugged_gurl1
rugged_gurl1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 30, 2007:
As I strolled and read at Zaadz, I read some inspiring stories and some of them rather sad. I cannot judge though because each has its own merits. I must say I have a lot to say about this topic, but I will keep this short enough. The following will be changed to pseudo names for reasons of privacy.
"If I ever have to go back to the past, I would repeat the same way I did again. Did I regret? Somedays I did. Going back a few years ago, I met a person named Alica. Under the circumstances, I would not be able to cope with anything else in my imperfect life of mines. She worked under the circumstances that I would not be interacting with her frequently. I had a lot of issues at that time like: self doubt, who am I stage, and lost in the world stage etc life. I keep wanting to running away to another destination if I could. She was just there and for the first few months, I did not take a notice at all of her. All I did at that time was sorting my pieces of life out by laying out my life to people, sometimes not necessary to the right people. She always seemed to be around the corner when I feel good. Not when I feel bad. When she feels bad, I seemed to be there for her. One day, we talked about books. She was reading a book that I took quite a keen interest on. If most of you would or not know, the book is: Conversations With God: an Uncommon Dialogue. We really did not talked about that particular book. Well, she is from a Catholic family. In terms of faith, I never knew much of that from her. I told her that I believe in God and I am openly gay/lesbian with the best of my integrities intact. As we get to know one another, there are some of the things we will only share it once and we will not mention the topics again. I knew how uncomfortable she was about herself. She did not want her life to be the central part of our focus when we do have our chats. A few things we did bring up: food and what was going on with relating to the surroundings that we were at. Especially with food, we both love food. I love to cook, I find healing through cooking and baking. She was a meat eater, as I was trying to reduce my intake of meat. I started to cook more vegetarian and vegan options. She took a keen interest because she was highly gluten intolerant. I discussed to others about my cooking passions. I took refuge to the kitchen. She knew well that I did. She took refuge to nature, she told me one day. We took a long walk in one of those rare days and we spoke about our favourites, food and books.
There was the unspoken feeling, the uttermost stuff that were unspoken between us. I did not see her when she left work on her last day. For the longest time, I always wished I would see her again in my journey."
Thought of the day: Love sought is good, but given unsought is better. William Shakespeare
"If I ever have to go back to the past, I would repeat the same way I did again. Did I regret? Somedays I did. Going back a few years ago, I met a person named Alica. Under the circumstances, I would not be able to cope with anything else in my imperfect life of mines. She worked under the circumstances that I would not be interacting with her frequently. I had a lot of issues at that time like: self doubt, who am I stage, and lost in the world stage etc life. I keep wanting to running away to another destination if I could. She was just there and for the first few months, I did not take a notice at all of her. All I did at that time was sorting my pieces of life out by laying out my life to people, sometimes not necessary to the right people. She always seemed to be around the corner when I feel good. Not when I feel bad. When she feels bad, I seemed to be there for her. One day, we talked about books. She was reading a book that I took quite a keen interest on. If most of you would or not know, the book is: Conversations With God: an Uncommon Dialogue. We really did not talked about that particular book. Well, she is from a Catholic family. In terms of faith, I never knew much of that from her. I told her that I believe in God and I am openly gay/lesbian with the best of my integrities intact. As we get to know one another, there are some of the things we will only share it once and we will not mention the topics again. I knew how uncomfortable she was about herself. She did not want her life to be the central part of our focus when we do have our chats. A few things we did bring up: food and what was going on with relating to the surroundings that we were at. Especially with food, we both love food. I love to cook, I find healing through cooking and baking. She was a meat eater, as I was trying to reduce my intake of meat. I started to cook more vegetarian and vegan options. She took a keen interest because she was highly gluten intolerant. I discussed to others about my cooking passions. I took refuge to the kitchen. She knew well that I did. She took refuge to nature, she told me one day. We took a long walk in one of those rare days and we spoke about our favourites, food and books.
There was the unspoken feeling, the uttermost stuff that were unspoken between us. I did not see her when she left work on her last day. For the longest time, I always wished I would see her again in my journey."
Thought of the day: Love sought is good, but given unsought is better. William Shakespeare
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